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When you lose someone,someone you love.when someone break your heart,it's the hardest things you could ever go through.and no matter how much time has passed,it never really goes away.you may think you're getting better,but then you get flashback,or hear a song that reminds you of memory,and it hits you all over again,all at once,like a stab in a chest.you fall apart for a hundredth times.and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never comes out.you love this person with all of your heart,even though you know you shouldn't.they hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt.they stole your happiness.but yet,you still want them,and only them.other people came along and give you chances to move on,but you know you don't want to.it upset you that you've might be moving on,because you promise you never would.and even if they broke all their promises you want to keep yours.on top of that,you're terrified.terrified of getting hurt again.but it's not like it matter anyway,at the end of the day you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken.you don't want to miss them anymore.you don't want to love them anymore,but you know you always will.