don't you

you're not even mine, but i get jealous when you flirt with another girl. my heart practically melts when you talk to me. when you look my way, butterflies fill my stomach. can't you get the hint,

I LIKE YOU?

heart

:D

feels good

i just can't

xoxo

the little things

The little things, you do to me are

taking me over, i wanna show ya

everything inside of me

like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating

my feet are stuck here, against the pavement

i wanna break free, i wanna make it

closer to your eyes, get your attention

before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance

Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you

Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you

Give up give up don’t you say that I’d be

Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin

If im better off better off, without you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

And every time, you notice me by

holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things

i don't believe, that it could be

you speekin your mind and, sayin the real thing

my feet have broke free, and i am leavin

i'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but

i wont regret you, and i won't think this

was just a waste of time

So back up back up take another chance

Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you

Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you

Give up give up don’t you say that I’d be

Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin

If im better off better off, with out you boy

But don't just leave me hangin on............

xoxo

single?

Yes, I'm single. You gonna

have to be amazing to

change that.

the truth

here's the sweet truth:

"someday someone will walk into ur life

and make u realize why it never

worked out with anyone else"

here's the sad catch:

"when u keep on waiting but

nobody comes, it means that u've

already let that one pass u by"

xoxo

durhh!

what am i supposed to do?!!omg!this is 'HUGE' ok. i am super fucking nervous.why now?

oh GOD,please give me some strength to face it.arghhh...i need someone to talk to.

pfft!

GTFO

i'm tired of people telling me what to do and trying to live up to everyone's expectation. FUCK OFF!This is my life not YOURS.Don't worry about what i do.

you start to get HURT the moment you begin to CARE

again?

and that sucks!

Social Awkward

• You check your phone, because you have nothing to contribute to the conversation.
• Wait for the right time to say something, you get interrupted. Twice
• Someone you vaguely know is walking in front of you. You maintain distance.
• Hold the door for some. They’re slightly too far away.
• Someone comes online, you say “hey”, they go offline.
• You go in for the high-five. Other person isn’t looking.
• Accidentally look someone in the eye. Pretend to look past them.
• You say something stupid. You play it down, but everyone sees your face going red.
• You say “hi” to someone. It comes out as a whisper.
• Your friends formed a circle while you were gone. You can’t fit and end up standing slightly asked.
• Waiting by yourself for friends. Pretend you’re texting.
• You tell a hilarious joke. Nobody laughs.
• You’re in class and you want to cough. Some other person just coughed, now you have to wait.
• Walk into the restrooms and the stalls are full; pretend you only came here to wash your hands then leave.
• The person in front is walking slightly slower than you are. You walk at an uncomfortable speed to get past them.

the rules

five simple rules for happines

1. free ur heart from hatred
2. free ur mind from worries
3. live simply
4. give more
5. expect less

xoxo

Dec 5 2010:

1. turn 22
2. thx for those who wished me
3. celebrated at my mak cik's place-brickfields-thx to her,ibu,kak gin,everybody else who was there
4. oh,happy b'day to my lil naughty cousin TAMARA.B'day kami sama.yeay!
5. pissed off???
6. LOL

xoxo

i hate the fact that you ignore me for so long, then you start talking to me like nothing happened and by saying the simplest things you make me smile

!!!!

stop!just stop!make it stop!get the fuckin' out of my mind!i hate hate hate it...

L.O.V.E

Now World wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

xoxo

today was a fairytale

suddenly i become 'kipas susah mati' lg!arghh!!kenapalah aku fanatic sangat with him??aku pun tak tau.his got something yang other guys tak ada...it's hard for me to explain.y'know,bak kata orang "AURA" yg semmgnya boleh attract people to love him.tiba2 rasa nak sgt jumpa dia...i want to meet him SOOO BAD!Ari tu dah ada depan mata tak pergi jumpa.buat shy-shy cat la pulak...fiqa fiqa...entah bile boleh meet him lagi pun tak tau...another YEARS kot.*sigh*.akn best kalau hidup ini mcm kat dalam cerpen or novel cinta yang selalu berimaginasi...Pfft...
Stop it fiqa.stop dreaming!wake up!wake up!

lol

world behind my wall

It's raining today
The blinds are shut, it's always the same
I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane

Life on TV
It's random, it means nothing to me
I'm writing down what I cannot see
Wanna wake up in a dream

They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall?

The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall

Trains in the sky
Are traveling through fragments of time
They're taking me to parts of my mind
That no one can find

I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel

They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall?

The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall

See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall

I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel

Take me there
Take me there
Take me there

They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall?

happy b'day

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're twenty-two
I know it's kind of lame
But Happy Birthday

Dedicated to My Dearest Friend:
NAJATUL AIDA MOHD TAJUDIN
lots of L.O.V.E
BFF

xoxo

i hate me

I hate the girl that is so in love
I hate the girl that is so in love she blushes the minute he walks into the room
I hate the girl that is so in love she Can’t think of anything but him
I hate the girl that is so in love she becomes speechless
I hate the girl that is so in love that the only movie she can see is The Notebook
I hate the girl that is so in love she feels sick When he is not with her
I hate the girl that is so in love she imagines their entire future together
I hate the girl that is so in love she becomes naive
The reason I hate this girl is because she is me. You might be wondering what the reason for all the hate is. The reason is simple, the girl’s love, my love was and will never be answered

i can't. i can't i can't i can't.
i can't do this anymore. its going to kill me. i just can't. i need to move on.
but
i can't stop loving him. i can't and i need to because its the worst thing ever.
i can't because thinking of everything that happened literally makes me sick to my stomach.
i can't because he's the only one i ever think about.
he's the one i don't want to think about, but i cannot stop.
i can't because i never got to kiss him, i never felt his breath between my lips.
i can't because i spend my days fantasizing about him surprising me,
showing up on my doorstep, telling me he made a mistake.
i can't because i see her everyday.
i see her and i think of what they used to have and i agonize over whether he chose her.
i can't because i don't even know if he chose her.
i don't even know because he is so confusing and frustrating
and he makes everything so unclear.
i can't because he might still have feelings for me.
there is that sliver of a chance and while i know its probably not true,
it makes it impossible to let go.
i can't because i think about being in his arms every second.
the hairs of his beard brushing my cheek gently.
the feeling of his warmth beneath my fingers.
i can't because the way our fingers intertwined was perfect.
it felt warm and soft and right.
i can't because he understood me.
he just got me, right from the start.
and i don't find that often. not often at all.
i can't because we would be perfect together.
i know we would. and it's too hard for me to give up on that.
i can't because EVERYTHING makes me think of him.
crayons. tattoos. band tees. school buses. nose rings.
and every time i see them im completely overwhelmed.
i can't because i practically start crying in the middle of the gym when a song comes on that makes me think of him. which is a lot of songs.
i can't because i've tried and it doesn't work. i want to stop so much.
its just not going to happen.
i can't because i don't see other guys. i don't even see them as being guys.
its like they don't exist to me now.
i can;t because i imagined our insane, amazing, beautiful future and it's all i want.
i thought it was really going to happen and now the pain is eating me up.
i can't because i want him more than i've ever wanted anything in my life.

i can't breathe. i can't focus. i can't be without him. i can't go the rest of my life wondering what it would have been like.

i just can't.

i'm just a BROKEN HEARTED girl

J.E.R.K

WHATEVER MAJOR LOSER

just another love story

salam...

holla!

i will never forget what i saw yesterday. finally, i met him...omg! i just still can't believe it. at 1st i don't see him when i walked by.but,bile i dh nk naik motor nk blk hstl, then i saw him.i still remember what he wore yesterday(he wore pink shirt w/ black vest i guess). dia duduk kt 1 corner outside cafe n smoking...u know what i really really wanted to meet him personally. idon't know why am i so obsessed+like+majorly+totally L.O.V.E him[KIPAS SUSAH MATI] omg,i am so perasan kn.

xoxo

If I wrote a note to God

I would speak whats in my soul

I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,

For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God

I'd pour my heart out on each page

I'd ask for war to end

For peace to mend this world

I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love cause love is over due

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong

On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

I would say what on my mind

I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world

Until these times

If I wrote a note to God

I'd say please help us find our way

End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts

And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love cause love is over due

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help from youGrant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong

On this road we're on

No, no no no

We can't do this on our own

So

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love cause love is over due

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong

On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

gosh!i totally LOVE this film...

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close…
Not even a little bit…
Not even at all.

xoxo

forever in my life

The Way Your Part Of me,
I Would have to re-learn everything,
If You were to leave,
So fast you make me feel like was autumn Leaves,
And honestly..There a perfect explination
Why you feel so good to say that your

My love,my love,my love
i´ll give you all my love if you,if you,
if you dont change a thing,
About the way you hold me everynight,
so right, i wanna man like you forever in my life.

Im a Stick inside a jar,
turn the lid and set me free,
I Love Everything that you are,
has a million other reasons,
But lets not go to far,
Stay,close to my heart,
When I think about the future,
i am right there where you are,
Cuz you´re...

My love,my love,my love
i´ll give you all my love if you,if you,
if you dont change a thing,
About the way you hold me everynight,
so right, i wanna man like you to say you´re,

My love,my love,my love
i´ll give you all my love if you,if you,
if you dont change a thing,
About the way you hold me everynight,
so right, i wanna man like you forever in my life.

I know,that you,would never leave me hanging,
Hanging out to dry in the wind,
I know that we haven´t seen the worst ofit,
But when we do,i promise you we´ll stick it out together.

My love,my love,my love
i´ll give you all my love if you,if you,
if you dont change a thing,
About the way you hold me everynight,
so right, i wanna man like you forever in my life.

so right, i wanna man like you forever in my life

what a dream

whaddup?!first of all,i want to wish all of u happy new year!so,here the story goes~dh 2 mlm b'turut2 i mimpi psl celebrity.1st i dreamed about "kamal adli".oh gosh,it was so damn funny!in that dreamed i jd gf kamal adli.can u imagine that?i...kamal's gf????cnfrm intan ladyana will attack me unthinkingly...hahaha...just kidding.the scene cm dlm cite IMPIAN la pulak.i mean i yg jd "diyana amir".bile i fikir2 balik,kelakar giler.next night pulak i mimpi psl "zahiril adzim.dlm mimpi tue i marah2 kt ZA coz' he is so sombong.i was like,'what is wrong with u ZA'?and he was like,'what'?.die cm nk x nk je lyn fans.and then i ran n he go after me.dia capai tgn i n try to explain to me.and i was like,'whatever!'.lps tue idk what happen coz i t'jaga.and i looked at my phone it almost 10am!omg!my mum cnfrm mrh.but fortunately,she's not around.pergi pasar...
sounds crazy right.it just a dream.mainan tidur.tp kalau every night mimpi cm tu best gak.hehehehe....

xoxo